I Don't Understand

So its official i hate spinning. I love flipping but i gottta learn how to spin sometime. So for the past week ive been trying hard to land 3's. Ive read about every post. I can throw tantrums, ts back rolls, hs back rolls, ts front rolls, tantrums to switch, and whirlys no problem. But i can't land a 3. Everytime something goes wrong. Ive practiced on the tramp a billion times and its perfect on the tramp. I get to the water and i get off axis and land on my face or i lose the handle when i get the spin and ride away and sink without the handle. Is it a mental block or am i just stupid and doing something wrong? And i know pull the rope to spin not spin to pass the rope. I will get yall a clip as soon as my ear infection goes away. Stupid docter told my mom i shouldnt ride for 5 days but i will sneak out and ride when shes gone. So can you help me for now.