Thats cool, ya know, to each his own. I suck at it too and skateboarding for that matter, i just think its so fun, it feels so loose, like I feel like I have no limits on a skate, i dunno, there's just something about it... I luv it!
But I can def. see where u're coming from. Were u riding finless? I think its sooo much more fun finless, but again thats jus personal preference. It slides arround so easy.. oh man, good stuff. I luv it. I'll stop now. lol